It's been a hot minute since I have sat down at a packed Cafe (Costello's), smashed up against a wall where I am nailed in by the five people at the other end of the table. My leg taps endlessly, and I get seldom glares from a woman whose tea seems to be disturbed..."Sorry?" Nope, not even my charming smile and wink can get me out of this one...both the woman and her green tea dislike me. Oh well.
I'm embarking at the moment on a new journey of some sort. I have just recently started taking music lesson from a local artist named Laura Veirs (check her out, it's worth a look/listen.) More or less I am going as a means of a hobby, therapy, or whatever I feel it needs to be. Some time ago I suppressed any creative outlet. Angry, and hurt I found it (or justified) to be a healthy form of punishment. Since I stopped I have found it incredibly difficult to find my way back, and I am paving an empowered road back. Life has been teaching me some important lessons over the past year or two. In a sense, I have be quiet. Silent in times of solitude. Observant in moments of chaos, and emotional in times of distress.
Some would say I have carved my dark past and its' pains on my arms and heart, I say I took notes on what to do and not to...
And this blog, well, it's me putting all the pieces together. Stop in, or by and take a look...I have been absolutely horrible at staying in contact with so many. I feel as though I have suffocated so many relationships in my figuring things out, and well I am sorry. No pretending, I will always be on this journey of life. I guess you could say that I will never be satisfied in no longer growing in my every day to day life. Let me tell you what, I'm just getting started...
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